Margaret Cho (via kushandwizdom)
I hate this feeling like I am never going to be ok with anyone else.
Like I will never let anyone else touch me.
That I will never again let anyone else kiss me.
That I will never again let anybody else make me feel warm & safe.
I hate that you have done this to me & you are already off with her. I hate that I am sitting here feeling like this & you don’t care about me anymore.
None of this was right.
I know with time I’ll be fine… I know I’ll still catch myself in a good memory or wondering where we’d be… But I know I will get over this hurt & betrayal.
Not just because I have to, but because I deserve better.
I deserve to be someone’s priority & focus. I deserve to be someone’s sun. I deserve to be treated like that grown woman that I am.
I have no desire for a man in my life.
I have no drive after the betrayal.
Thanks for making me lose trust… THT is what sucks the most of all this.
Focusing on me.
Focusing on my wants & needs.
If someone ever says “I didn’t cheat”
Yes, yes they did.
If you have to even say that out loud, you cheated.
What does 2.5 yrs mean?
To some apparently nothing.
To me?… A lifetime.